Geram. Tercekik. & Sakit Hati. :)

It had been a very messy day.

Serving all sorts of customers. Fulfilling their needs from early morning till the time every normal human being heading home after their heavy workload. Nabuei! Is that word acceptable? Imagine you get loaded by problems non-stop & most of them were by some unexpected scenarios?! Hmm. Not that I'm tired of those stupid deeds but because of my silly behavior. 1 my frens understands well.

At that time I was busy dealing with my HQ IT fella. Concentrating on the PC screen with numbers like1950.10.10.20:1520. Something I'm not into & caused by unknown reason that an office PC would get some parental control. Funny? Yes. The outlet email get blocked. Perhaps some nasty staff surfing porns? But no way as only the email inaccessible...

OK. After settling down everything, it was 7 something in the evening. Khidmat Negara 4 3hours+. Then as I'm doing my last piece of paperwork browsing, I almost got heart attack. There's an Entertainment Slip signed by my Marketing Dept Manager. Reason: Bernard Chandran visiting KL Plaza...

Couldn't believe he's in the shop 4 quite sometimes & I had no idea at all. Rushed in & out the outlet at that certain time & never noticed him. Or I should actually praise myself 4 being so concentrating & attentive? Kanine.

Asked almost every staffs 4 not informing he's here. Some said: Saya ada cakap mah. Jerit jerit Dato Bernard Chandran kat depan tapi you buat macam tak tau saje...Some goes: Siapa ta you minat sangat sama dia? Then I jerit jerit like orang utan. Though I might looked more to a hyppo.

No wonder the salmon bagel ordered by the manager was left long in the kitchen at that time. He's busy sousou with Dato Chandran while I messed with numberic PC troubleshooting. I even saw his long listed bill but I never wondered who would've ordered that much?

Speechless. Like missing something huge. Like something so close & we're unable to see it.

Kinda idolised Dato Bernard Chandran. Proud of him being such a successful Malaysian?! Nah. I'm not patriotic typo. Something nasty because of his hunkish persona? That's what some of my dearest frens mindset probably. It's his achievements & his charismatic accents inspired me most. Something I wish I'll owned someday. It's a daydream worth dreaming of.

"You are as good as how you visualize yourself. So be positive."

"Once your soul is happy, you won't even be bothered by what goes on with other people."

Knew he owned a boutique in KL Plaza & I missed him once months ago. Think he's busy with his fashion industry in Europe nowadays but yet he appeared again unexpectedly. Sign.

I told my staff: Nasib baik bukan Spice Girls yang datang sini. Kalo tak, you sure kena punye. I definitely looked stupid. & I always know.